Neither I nor my son can answer what is nine times seven
without deep thought. The pistons that fire off facts fail
with numbers, our brains a blank ticker tape chugging along
helplessly. I watch him at the table, after the dinner dishes
have been cleared, head bent over a paper marked with Xs
and Ys. The problem refuses to compute and the same temper
that stomps my foot snaps his pencil in two and the white
worksheet scratched with his crisscross scrawl combusts
into confetti and rains down upon us as a snow globe shaken
too hard. Later, I’ll sweep up scraps of his homework from
the kitchen corners and out from beneath the chairs but for now
I stare, unsure how to solve any of the equations before me:
not the math, not my son, not my rage, completely undone.