Do I exist if I doubt?
How do my newly-shaped limbs
come into being?
I must be here, anchored
in the movement
of falling snow.
Doubts
float over my liquid
self
curdling it into a thought—
a glimpse
of what I may become.
I hear his steps in the house
filling the air
with random
anger.
I think up lovers,
white beasts
shedding their hair
on the black earth.
for Willow, the pointer-setter
who are you digging for sweetheart?
what scrap
of your life
have you stashed
in the ground? whose
memories
have replenished
the soil? how I wish
it were mine this
single-minded
joy
for digging my sole
purpose
hinging on finding
what I can only sense
is there
something
clean as a bone
sufficient unto itself
enough
to feed someone’s hunger