I think I first heard of it
from my father. Of the
seed shadows that emigrate
back & forth between
the soul of the night &
its inaccessible step-sister,
the silverfish. How, when
rumors stalled in mines of
future grief (that instant when
the first planet burst in upon
itself – atoms whiplashing across
the camouflaged cosmos) were
forgotten, the rain of unbelief
finally began to fall. He saw
action in Korea, my father,
returning home to Boston to help
create me & my three siblings
out of nothing. Ma sits on our
front porch now, mouth
set, pensive, staring at the
fading lilac just a few feet
away. I like it here
she says. I’ve always liked
sitting here in the sun.